A Journey Like No Other..

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2012-01-21T04:26:00.000+08:00

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for you, for me...for us

2012-01-09T07:29:00.000+08:00

siri tahunan: my 2011 kau ade??

2012-01-03T01:32:00.102+08:00

atas permintaan ~~sendiri~~ ramai....entry ini gigih diusahakan ye...ingat senang?? ouh tidakkk....malas nak bebel...lu tengok lah senirik okies!

and btw kat sapa2 yg noob dan kecewa gamba2 neh kecik, klik je kat those pics for a better view.

january

oh actually jan 2011 takde apa yang significant sangat kecuali birthday aku.muahahah!! birthday aku ada 3 fasa.

fasa pertama of my 22nd bornday was celebrated by my dear housemates cipi and perus. gigih tau beli kek de brio.hehe...surprise kununnye tapi sebab aku kannn, sokseksoksek gittew mane la surprise nye,,,haha. tapi takpe good attempt, hehe..me likey.

fasa kedua dicelebrate bersama aleen (capricorn babies gittew!) oleh klassmate tersyg dekat gardens...ape nama die papa rich? haaa...tak sedap takyah datang. ahaks~!

fasa terakhir, my bestfriend cooked for me! yayyyss...nampak macam sikit kan, adalah satu kampung agaknya dia nak bagi rasa.

and yeah...aku perform utk p111 orientation with jason. pui pui puiiii

february

for the first time evaaa menjejakkan kaki ke hospital (HTAR) as a pharmacy student. (hospital attachment) buek gapo? tah clerking case notes secara membabi buta,huuuu. sehari je neh.

then that night kitorang lepak makang dekat murni. murni tak sedap la, aku tak paham apesal tempat neh famous sangat?

boleh 6 years after habes spm adalah seorang rakan pillowtalk tersayang neh baru nak hamek sijil spm. kah3! asal tak tunggu anak dah 6 tahun ye tak? hehehe,,,,jangan marah rynn. so much changes, but still that's my school. the one where i learn to live and grow for 5 years. the one that makes me who i am today.

march

end of sem 5 ;)

and move out from B3A-2 vista komanwel B, sobs

my 1st horse riding with mil! mil is indeed a good boy :) abah la neh rajin bawak kitorang,hehe.

then got 3 days hosp attachment again at HTAR. tido kat euro hotel...

april

back to school!! kah3...back to school la sangat! pergi kursus BTN kat kuarters klia...awesome!!

neh budak2 grup aku yang bersemangat waja. ahaks~!

this month been settling the letter of good conduct and my medical check up.

may

aktiviti lepak2 double8 after the boys 'futsal-ing'. ye aku paling over aku tahu. lol

lepas apply visa kat wisma mca, then lepak klcc celebrate birthday perus and wanji.

hantar my sis for her first time to uitm. tido umah keluarga mertua...opsss...kwn abah.

after collecting visa at wisma mca with cipi, menempel kat mid watching jack the sparrow and camwhoring with the babes.

june

aku takleh tengok gambar neh nanti aku sedih. cewah!! terharu dengan korang yang support aku all the while. serius aku takkan pernah lupa, insyaAllah. thanks mama, mama, mama and abah and qila yang hantar aku. abah yang tolong pack barang, mama yang tolong remind itu ini dan adek aku tah bila dia selitkan satu kad neh before aku fly. thanks kat rynn, atul, yus and iema yang hantar aku. kalau korang tak hantar memang takde sapa lah nak hantar aku, aku yakin. loooove you guys, hantar aku malam2, thanks for the effort and support, korang siap bagi hadiah kat aku kot. arghhhh aku takde bagi apa2 kat korang. iema la kata taknak datang sekali terkezut nyah....thanks jugak alan datang, aku tanya kau dari mana kau taknak cakap. thanks yaw ;) thanks kat juwei yang cakap nak datang tapi tak sempat. and thanks to my godfather (mael) who texted everyone telling them im off to uk. thanks to those who are calling and texting me. terharu aku tak tipu. thanks myra, yanti and yot call aku, and thanks rabiah, zue, zuimi, mono, alow, syazwan pakchan mazid, zamir, medang, azri, asma' nor, amalina rizal, hadi dzai, aini azmi, and nazwan freak for texting me. :) apalah sangat aku taip kat sini dengan effort korang untuk aku.

panjang pulak kan? :PPP

neh lepas register.

malaysian glasgow family day at strathclyde park. baru sampai dah datang family day tawww.

june, when summer starts. subuh dalam pukul 3 pagi, maghrib pukul 10++malam. menanges kau tak cukup tidur,kah3! dengan summer school hectic macam gila.

neh la ghupe time 10pm, tadaaa!!

a tiring- not so fun- a day- trip to edinburgh.

july

dinner with jpa (miss linda) kat charcoal indian restaurant. berbaloi2 wokk :P

august

neh namanya photoshoot untuk salam perantau. puasa2 gittew gigih yerk! biasalaa dah tunggu bertahun2 nak buat salam perantau,ahaks~!

neh apa pulak? kitorang memang suke photoshoot depan hall before pergi mane2,huehuehue

melawat Kelvingrove Art Museum & University of Glasgow.

loch lomond

syawal 1st 1432h. 1st time beraya jauh dari family. jauh lah 13jam perjalanan tawww.

syawal 2nd. meriah uolss tumpang kereta ustaz ekot budak laki raye 5 buah rumah,hehehe.

september

finally the summer break!

sila abaikan raincoat itu,hak3! kitorang tak plan nak pergi manchester pown. we were stranded at leeds airport and was rescued by a malay family.

boipren i tough taw..kau ade??

museum hopping -day at the museums

@people's palace and scotland street school museum.

posing jangan tak posing.

glasgow science centre. tak best langsung!! puiiii...petrosains hundred times better.

glasgow necropolis konon nak tengok sunset,ahaks~! kubur sebenarnye neh tengok gua tak gentar langsung ambik gambar kat kubur.

eiffel im in loveeeee!! takkan dikecewakan lah oleh eiffel tower waktu malam. trust me.

disneyland paris!! wehooooooo!!

around the city by batobus

raya open house at G7&H8

october

mirah's surprise birthday partayy at oko express. i loveeee sushi! but the terayaki chicken was blueksss.

short trip to dundee

ceilidh dance @lord todd. kitorang belajar tradisional scottish dance,lol.

being volunteer for KMG badminton championship @scotstoun.

autumn photoshoot @victoria park.

ye awkward aku bukan model. baru berjinak2,lol.

diwali celebration @bombay blues.

the day we have 25hours in a day!! duwe's birthday picnic @rottenrow garden.

november

it's 5pm and it's november.

macam jomheboh kan? jeng3...they all came just to see the fireworks. just the fireworks.

nov 5th. bonfire night @glasgow green.

eidul adha 1432h

december

the winter break

glasgow on ice la sangat.

jadik kutu rayau japs

pharmacists part-time models, blueks.

and that night snow falls!! jakun gilesss and best gile maen snow fight and slide,kuang3

xmas market @st enoch yaww

@stirling castle

celebrate birthday cipi

@gibraltar.

my new handsome boy :P

@sevilla

@cordoba

@granada

celebrate birthday aleen.

thanks so much ya Allah. thanks kat semua yang pernah wujud dalam hidup aku. kalau takde sakit mana akan ada rasa manisnya. entry nie agak lambat sebab aku malas. hahaha...banyak benda kena buat tapi tak buat2,huuuuu. doakan aku! im just soooo effing nervous for 2012. 2012 please be great and treat me great. thanks kat photographer2 yang gambarnye dicilok..sape suroh amek gambar chantek2! :P jom sama2 kita berusaha!

they say if you want the rainbow you gotta put up with the rain. insyaAllah.

my 2010

my 2009

jarak

2011-12-30T02:56:00.002+08:00

kadang2 yang buat kita jauh dengan seseorang bila masa dan jarak yang menjadi had. kadang2 mungkin sebab kita rasa we give it all but we got nothing in return. kadang2 mungkin sebab bencinya kau rasa betapa kecilnya kau dimata dia, dimata mereka...sedangkan kau tahu betapa besarnya dia dalam diri kau. benda neh kadang2 ada orang nampak ada orang tak nampak. dan benda neh sikit2 akan menyuburkan perasaan benci dan ignorance dalam diri kau. dan jarak itu akan mula disedari bila ia sudah jelas dan nyata.

terima kasih sebab kau mmg sentiasa tahu nak buat apa. mungken pada Allah aku patot lebih bersyukur sebab kau tak tahu apa2 aku yakin.

a little word call appreciate

2011-12-06T09:53:00.009+08:00

yesss aku dok bising2 kat twitter pasal benda neh...

bukan semalam la...dah lama, aku nak cakap taknak cakap je...orang cakap kalau ikhlas kita takkan kesah orang cakap thanks ke tak.

i know. but its hard...

i know its not just me, or else the word thanks wouldnt even exist in so many languages.

kadang2 kau memang tak sedar and appreciate apa orang buat kat kau. tapi boleh tak kau cuba....ah susah lah benda neh, susah!

aku bukan cakap pasal orang yang kau suka atau tak, aku cuma pelik dengan orang yang tak reti nak appreciate. please do treat people how you want to be treated.

macam aku cakap lah birthday wish...seriously sangat simple tapi for certain people those few words really are magic. macam orang simbah sparkles kat kau, kau tahu tak? tak kan....

sekarang aku nak wish birthday orang kat facebook, aku akan check see friendship. YESSSS i'll go to that extent!! for someone who doesnt even care to say thanks when people wish him/her kenapa kau nak kesah wish dia betol? aku tak kisah nak bazir masa korek facebook tuh asalkan aku tak rasa apa yang aku buat membazir...membazir la nak wish orang yang tak reti nak appreciate.

yes he's not your bestfriend or boyfriend or your crush or whatever, jangan jadi ignorance sangat boleh?

and one more thing....when someone post you something, bukan post facebook ye aku sepak kang, aku dah la tengah emo neh,haha.

pos la surat ke poskad ke parcel ke, aku tak mintak lah kau balas balik ke ape (yeke?) tapi tolonglaaa....kau dapat kan benda tuh, apa yang susah sangat nak cakap kau dah dapat. ya Allah....tahukah anda how much effort that person put when he/she wanted to post it to you. bought those effing postcard, pegi post office bought stamps then tulis pulak, then pegi peti surat pulak....all i ask is please do tell me did you get it or not. takkan bila aku tanya baru nak cakap kau dah dapat. aku tak paham...sedih betol orang buat macam neh....feels like its just you. feels like you're invisible. thanks people, you're helping me filtering out rubbish out of my life. aku bukan cakap pasal lelaki sahaja, ye wanita tolonglah faham jugak...cakaplah aku nak mengungkit ke apa. aku penat. do tell me when i do not appreciate you please.

tolong jangan buat orang rasa malas dan benci nak hargai kau. apa aku bising2 kat sini..orang2 yang baca post neh semua hebat in celebrating people. aku penat dengan yang kat facebook dengan kat twitter tuh. kawan sendiri jugak, mahu kata apa? *sigh~

the wish list

2011-12-05T00:17:00.015+08:00

gyeahhhh...remember this one?

i came up with this wishlist on early december last year...haha. and....its been a year now since then

my planner is awesomeee...reeeally love it! boleh tahan mahal jugek lah...neh yang paling murah..aku beli rm15 kat mph kot. tapi kat sini susah nak carik, takde yang best...buku bodo2 pown 3-4pounds uolss. believe it or not. malaysia boleh! hehe tetibe

next....

not one bebeh but twooo..hihi..the philips one i bought on february and the sony one on july. hello aku bukan jenis pemusnah yek, sebab nak bawak dalam flight tak muat dalam beg. uhuk! kat airport terpaksa aku keluarkan dan tinggalkan headphone kesayangan and bought a new one sebab tak tahan. ahahaha...

alright...next on the list is...*drumrolls

ini kisah cinta pandang pertama...usah kau tanya, hihi...mahal nehhh, orang kaya jek mampu. KAH3!! *muntah2...

new sneakersss..wehoooo...back then yela new...neh tak berapa nak new sangat. kasutku sila bertahan!! takkan tak pernah nampak kasut neh, tak memberi kesan kat jiwa korang ke gambar aku kat facebook pakai kasut neh? ahaks...anyways, aii tak biasa uolss kumpul koleksi sneakers cam korang, sebab aii rasa selipar seploh hengget kat times square ala2 wedges tuh 'da bomb!' hihi....actually dalam kepala hotak nak beli converse, tapi tuh la...banyak sangat halangan...insyaAllah bakal2...red baby u're gonna get a new sistah!

and yeah the payung was on the list cause i thought i lost it but somehow cemana tah boleh jumpa balik.hihi....jangan maen2 payung giant tuh aiii bawak sampai glasgow ya knoww. and the last on the list...aku ada beli...cantik and unik..ukiran kayu gitu...tapi dah hilang...arghhhh..im really good at losing things. speaking of which...aku hilang pendrive aku kau tahu! tak pernah dalam sejarah hilang pendrive..mana celah aku campak tah..and i browsed on ebay searching and searching and searching for a best candidate.....and *bammmm!!

found this one...hihihi...menarek kan? it looks like a bangle and IT IS a pendrive. all of these things on my wishlist...ALL of them. i get it myself...puas kan bila beli sendiri...even barang yang kita nak sangat neh tapi kalau orang bagi rasa macam lain. kan kan kan? thanx Allah :) tiba2 benda neh buat aku terfikir kalau orang yang carikkan calon suami/isteri untuk kita, agak2 kita akan rasa puas hati tak?

penakut

2011-12-04T22:23:00.004+08:00

that day tengok vlog ersyadification tajuk gitar. then dia guna satu lagu neh...yuna nyanyi...biasa dah dengar tapi aku tak tahu tajuk lagu. but then bila tengok shortfilm neh aku rasa lirik lagu tuh sesuatu. hahaha. then aku korek lah lagu tuh...korek punya korek dengar banyak2 kali lagu tuh, kepala hotak aku neh sendiri dah buat shortfilm. serius. time2 exam ke test ke kepala hotak aku memang suka membazir masa mengkaji lagu. korang try la dengar...

lagu neh pasal seorang perempuan lah..yuna kan nyanyi (duhh). so aku guna ganti diri dia dan perempuan interchangeably.....ok2 lagu neh pasal seorang perempuan neh rasa kenapa laki neh perlu mempersoalkan perempuan tuh cinta dia ke tak? maybe sebab dia rasa things like that tak perlu nak ditanya kalau dah obvious. DAN perempuan neh tak puashati sebab laki neh pulak cakap je dia cinta dia tuh tapi tak pernah tunjuk. and for some reason maybe laki tuh rasa teragak2 sebab perempuan neh tak pernah nak cakap dia suka laki tuh. its like one way thing. contoh kalau kau jadi laki tuh penat dah neh kau cakap kau syok kat sorang perempuan, tapi perempuan tuh main jual mahal konon...tak cakap apa2 padahal dia syok jugak kat kau. so salah siapa sebenarnya kalau laki tuh jumpa perempuan baru?perempuan lain? sebab tak confirm, benda tak valid...takkan kau nak assume je kan walaupon obvious. orang tak cakap takkan kau nak perasan. betul? kalau rasa nak buat shortfilm based on that song typical but menarek la sebab sesuai. hihihihih. ape aku merepek neh?

and yeah speaking of which...for girls out there i have one vlog from kevjumba more or less bout this thing,,,enjoy!

p/s: you're always late. always...

fcuk

2011-12-03T00:38:00.001+08:00

cakap orang konon..wadefuck?? its not like im the one who's gonna whine everytime. even for those effing simplest thing happens. its not like im the one who's gonna find you whenever im in trouble. never did once. no.. take it or leave it. whats with those complaints. pfft!! i should buy you a mirror shouldnt i? what a joke...

random words

2011-11-29T23:27:00.007+08:00

facebook becomes insanely boring

twitter too

blogspot too

dds module notes too

i wanna go out!

late night movie or sumthing

ughhhhh get a life farah izyan

well guess what...indeed this is my life!

surrounded by bunch of nerdy and kiasu people but didnt want to admit so

cause we think we dont study that much

but i guess sitting for hours in our room

for a week long

just for an hour mcq class test (banyak nau for)

people do call those people kiasu aye?

hahahahha...pedulik lah! we enjoy our life though

i didnt call chatting for hours everyday after dinner is a life

ini nak kawen awal? tak dapek le tak dapek

but i guess we're surely gonna miss these moments of ours. cheers!

those crazy people who just hold on too tight

2011-11-28T01:10:00.029+08:00

sometimes its not you
sometimes its the people around you who don't want to learn how to let go

sometimes when you finally find your way out

yet they don't

and they keep dragging you back to those days

its agonizing and annoying

when they do not know the story but pretend like they do

get over it people!!!

if someone wants to change...can't you just accept it?bear with it?

as much as you don't want to be asked, keep your effing mouth shut will you?

ever heard what goes around comes around?

yeahhh....karma gonna come around and bite you in the ass one day

you'll trip and fall and not be able to get up *smirk

random rant halfpastone in the morning

2011-11-26T09:25:00.002+08:00

weekends come and go. just like that. things need to be changed. where do i start though?

wehuuuuu..woots woots! eiffel im in love versi melayu islam

2011-11-23T07:00:00.031+08:00

kenapa aku happy nak mampus neh kan? sebab nyewww aku dah submit intro!! alaa nnti mesti kene betulkan balek..nextweek ada class test, jadiknye malam neh aku akan membuat pembaziran masa..anyways seperti mana yang dijanjikan aku akan buat entry! wehuuuu *lompat2!

biase jeeee..kalau tak suka boleh blah! LOL

entry ini adalah untuk mereka yang ingin merancang percutian ke paris..hahaha...mengecewakan ke subjek entry neh? takpelaa who knows one day and yang dah pergi tuh sile berambus..kah3!

perkara pertama yang korang kena buat bila nak pergi paris ialah be mentally prepared dengan rakyat jelata paris dengan fashionnye yang maha dahsyat! *exaggerate je but still, time naek metro pagi2, sekali dengan orang2 yang nak pergi kerja. Aku suka gila tengok dorang dressing nak pergi kerja...suke gile! smart haremmm...oh kt glasgow aku tak biasa naek subway pagi2 buta sekali dengan orang kerja, so no komen.

mana nak carik laki hensem naek basikal camneh kat malaysia? cecite cecite

Next is korang kena bersedia dengan kemana arah tuju korang and membiasakan diri dengan nama2 stesen dan cara sebutannya in french.walaaaa...stesen 'gi make' pon ada tahu! mu jange maing2

jengjengjengggg!!

serabut kan? jangan risau la you'll get used to it...sangat efisien la tren dorang neh...damn frequent and damn sharp. #demmit tapi tren dorang buruk! huh...tren kat malaysia cun woooo gua cakap sama lu...bersih no vandalisme. salute malaysian.

wokeh....itinery kitorang arituh ada macam2 but kat sini aku citer itinery aku wokeh. not exactly itinery la roughly just guidance here and there. kitorang silap la book flight petang, sampai2 paris udah malem pak...rugi2...then terus chaw g eiffel tower, 'tour eiffel' kata orang paris,hik3...fyi aku memang dari zaman sekolah lagi kot teringin nak pergi eiffel..sampai2 jek ternampak eiffel depan mata almost menitiskan air mata tahu. ecewah! aku la aku....korang aku taktau..malam2 cantek gile babs tahu! then kitorang naek top of eiffel tower (sommet gittew)....actually memang besi biasa jek eiffel tower neh..mari kita saksikan perjalanan menuju puncak!

Eiffel leh ada bling bling tuh...i wasnt at the right place that time,huhu~

then akan ada orang jual2 keychain and tower kecik2 tuh beli la kat sini, murah2..tapi kene pandai tawar la macam biasa. aku cakap keychain and tower ek, bukan fridge magnet bukan tshirt ok...jangan nak blame aku pulak nanti. beli tiket siap2 online or else you'll have to queue for aaageessss. unless kau nak berlama2an dengan pakwe makwe kau tuh aku taktau la nak suggest ape. awesome!! kat top lagi awesomeeeee!!! pergi la malam untuk kau tengok cantik, kalau siang supaya gambar kau cantik. your call.

sila klik gambar untuk link pembelian tiket online.sekian.

and then kitorang pon balek tido. jaoh la jugak perjalanan nye tapi sebab train dia cool so tak kesah. kitorang stay kat hotel formula 1...murah2..sesuai la untuk student and ok-ok untuk melelapkan mata otak dan badan. kecik gila kot bilik dia and jengjengjeng...shared bathroom! tau tak apa shared bathroom? maksudnya kau kena share dengan penghuni hotel yang lain...gyeahhh...so kalau nak murah try la sini, kalau nak selesa pandai2 la anda okeh!

haaa yee! yang mana kau tengok tuh besa neh jela. masuk2 terus katil tuh,kah3! ok la kann..sempit2 romantis gittew,ahaks! anyways leh klik kat gambar untuk ke website itu....

then esoknya kitorang pergi disneyland, wehuuuuuuuu!! awesomeeeee...disneyland kot..celah mana tak bestnya aye? thanks to hazwan la korek2 pasal ride mana yang patot and tak patot naek...you guys should do that too...yang bodo2 takyah naek, naek rollercoaster je sudeh..terbaeks! you can click on the gambar for the link on disney ticket website. beli la online yang magic ticket tuh, berbaloi2..cukup je 2 park sehari, jangan risaulah...abang tiket ryan air yang hensem pown cakap sehari cukup apetah lagi aku yang cun neh cakap.percayalah. and one more thing its a really2 huge advantage kalau korang leh baca french..dapat lagi murah kot! oh ye kat entrance tuh dia nak tengok printed ticket and passport so better be ready ok!

inilah muka2 orang yang mandi pagi. *tuh bukan sampah aku ok*

muka bangga dapat masok disneyland. HA HA HA!

alright next day which is the final day kitorang round bandar paris..naik bot! hihi....ok la..dapat murah kalau korang bawak student id. bot neh macam hop on hop off bus tapi tuh la dia guna bot,best2..hehehe...korang takyah la tamak haloba nak berhenti semua stop, oh puhleasee lah...tapi kalau banyak sangat masa why not? aku arituh rushing...klik la gambar neh untuk further info ok, jangan memalu,heh.

and one more thing sila beli cenderahati poskad whatsoevaa dekat notredame...situ paling murah...ada deretan kedai banyak2, banyak choice pulak. tapi kalau nak beli yang macam painting tuh beli kat musee d'orsay murah,hehe...chantek!

dah hari last kan...maksudnya balik la pastuh...roughly aku spend 250euro...banyak on ole2 untuk diri sendiri masalahnya! kahkahkah...makan sikit je..aku taktau la 250euro tuh banyak ke tak sebab my first euro trip kan so tak reti nak bajet,uhuk3...and that 250 exclude disney ticket and eiffel tower ticket.

muka control cun bajet nak buat poskad kan tapi.........................

tadaaa!!

sebenarnya menahan seksa! beg besau nak mampus kot!! berat gila...rasa nak sepak2 je tapi aku taktau nak sepak sapa...i hate backpacking..benci benci!!

hopefully bagi pekdah lewww kat korang yang baca neh ok...till then..chiao~~ komplikated kan entry aku..berapa jam aku spend neh ntah,huh....buat assignment 'rajin' pulak.

ouh iye...untuk detail yang lebih detail sila lawati laman sesawang beliau. p/s: hazwan aku ada curik gamba kau,hak3

paris day 1

paris day 2

paris day 3

apesal search engine tak jumpe blog aku even after aku enable kan? sia2 la entry neh sia2

shemale

2011-11-21T22:24:00.004+08:00

bila kau dah kenal betul someone tuh
baru kau tahu ada 'perempuan'nye lelaki itu
dan betapa 'lelaki'nye perempuan itu

and yeah...good game boys. tahniah #harimaumuda for winning the seagames

new entry lagi?

2011-11-20T02:07:00.003+08:00

ahahaha...tak dapek la...once aku dah dapat momentum nak menulis, bukan setakat intro fyp aku...dengan blog2 neh akan jadik mangse. tak sabar nak blogging!! *apeke peliknye ayat neh...tak sabar nak blogging padahal aku tengah blogging..kah3! sebab entry yang aku plan dalam kepala hotak neh agak komplikated dan memerlukan masa so i decide to write it after submitting my intro? ade ke last week aku baru perasan nextweek ade class test drug delivery? gile ke ape??? but #ohwellohwell that doesnt makes any difference though. sekarang tengah bertungkus lumus hantuk2 kepala kat dinding buat kerja last minit.phewwww....hopefully simon will be ok with my work.nak tengok movie!! huk3...chiao~~

i shouldnt be bothered.

3 in the morning

2011-11-19T10:51:00.002+08:00

i got this new bad habit taking shower real late at night...like 1-2am...kenape? sebab lately lepas mandi je akan ngntuk tak hengat macam lepas makan ubat selsema..antihistamine gittew kononnye..macam sekarang neh aku dah ngantuk tak hengat...mebe sebab lepas mandi or sebab dah pukul 3 pagi..hihi...disebabkan online gune phone bersedialah utk mendengar keluh kesah seperti sebuah diari yek dlm blog neh...sape je tah yang nak bace?? akuuu jugek..nite glasgow...i lab u niall * opss!

november playlist

2011-11-14T22:08:00.010+08:00

im not proud of it but i havent done my intro yet..need to be submitted for less than 10days! AND tomorrow got presentation with simon tapi tangan gatai nak blogging..kah3...anyways this november im addicted with these few songs. aku tengok2 balek semua lagu macam putus chenta..hak3! heartbroken? no no no...maybe coz im not in love? haha *promote skettt

-someone like you adele cover by karminmusic ( hensem, tinggi , botak dan tough! xD)

-david guetta ft usher - without you

-alif satar - lelaki seperti aku

-katy perry - the one that got away

-charice - louder

-alexandra stan - mr.saxobeat

-beyonce -countdown

-taylor swift - story of us

nak letak gambar aku pakai headphone jugak lah!

eh bukan headphone ke neh? hek3...ok ok bukan2

knock knock!

2011-11-08T20:55:00.005+08:00

lame gile gua dah tak blogging....bace blog pon dah tak. haha!! busy la sebenarnya tapi buat2 tak busy buat2 tak tahu...aku malas sebab aku kene ubah font..jadik cm extra work...me dun likey..anyways...its november and its autumn...tapi glasgow tak berapa nak autumn laa..sejuk jek lebeh aku rasa...agak messed up jugak la sekarang...just trying to manage and arrange things so that things fall into place. they say that kita merancang Allah menentukan aye? but actually for me..betul memang undeniable la Allah yang takdirkan everything...yes for certain things but most of it aku rasa...sejauh mane ko stick to the plan?? just ask yourself...there are so many plans inside my head but actually aku la yang tak ekot plan aku sendiri...so there's no one to be blame but my- own-self. pelik kan apesal jarang blogging..kalau nak diekotkan banyak je citer pasal homestudent, lecturer, org2 kat sini. tapi aku malas,,,kah3! but for the time being im surviving, still.

stop and stare

2011-07-30T08:22:00.016+08:00

kau sibuk.....

sibuk melangkah dan memandang kehadapan kau kata

pernah tak terlintas untuk kau berhenti

berhenti seketika dan bagi diri kau masa

masa untuk kau berfikir

ya bergerak ke hadapan...aku tahu

tapi kemana destinasi dan arah tuju kau sebenarnya?

-040311-

life moves pretty fast

if you dont stop and look around once in a while

you could miss it

happy fasting people

gonna be my first experience fasting in summer @glasgow ;)

p/s: yes kurus extra for hari raya! and btw pls pray the best for my friend ahmad hadi dzainuddin, just heard he was involved in a road accident.

you sucker!

2011-07-07T20:03:00.005+08:00

i dont know whether its me....but i notice people around me being real sensitive lately...maybe the weather? or the pressure? or senior's graduation day??? but its killing me. seriously. the truth is im trying my best to survive....its been exactly a month im here...from now onwards...for about a month, gonna be real mad and chaos indeed. there's no more take it or leave it...for whatever it is, got to have to get through this!! what's left? only the phrase "SUCK IT!"

salam perantauan

2011-06-11T15:42:00.011+08:00

hello peeps....haaa nak muntah bace tajuk entry neh,padan muke! anyways, since first day lagi nak blogging tapi takde rezeki, cewahhh! im still having jetlag...and im still having trouble with the accent, the weather, the time zone and chapped lips,huhu....ahah! and the coins~ damn byk weh coins dorang, aku segan gile mengagau2 depan kaunter, last2 bagi duet kertas jek,hahaha.....

aku taktau apesal kat sini member2 aku macam terlebih tenaga ~~batin~~ pulak,,,,pagi keluar jalan sampai petang, tak pon pagi keluar balek petang keluar lagi....adoyai...aku kat sini asyik rasa nak tido je, (kat sini jeke?tetttttt) makan pon tak tentu masa lagi neh,huk3...i guess thats the price i hafta pay....and in june, days are longest...suboh kitorang 2.42am and then maghrib 10.08pm....tak ke sakan kalo nak keluar jalan2? tapi kedai tutup awal...around 5pm dah tutop,,,and then ive been told soooo many times by my malaysian senior which stays here for almost 11years, my french lecturer,etc that the scottish are friendly and seriously indeed they are! nak contoh ek? nak contoh pm aku,,,,hahaha...panjang sangat kalau nak citer semua kat sini....i wont be long here,,,just a year,rasa macam banyak nak belajar pasal scottish....kalau dapat ~~boipren~~ membe scottish lagik senang and best kot belajar culture dorang kan?hahahaha...not as easy as we think it is yes? tapi yang paling best apa2 pon cakap depan2 habuk dorang tak paham kalau kutok dorang,kah3! keji2.....and what so funny is there's one day aku shopping ngn membe2 aku sekali terserempak/terjumpe/terkezut with a bunch of malay guys....then dorang pon dok 'dek2, kami melayu' hahaha...best2, kalau kt msia kompem ko malas nak layan kan? k lah till then...i'll update later alrighty!

tragedi di pagi hari

2011-06-07T11:34:00.008+08:00

ouh kebabian yang nyata...hari nie 7/6/2011....this morning 1115am i found out handphone aku tak leh dengar orang call...i was like.....of all day????? like seriouslayyyy??? babi tak babi....i owned this phone since like jan 2008 tak pernah2 die buat hal macam neh,,,,TAK PERNAH! not a good sign not a good sign,huhuhu~~~~ +_+ doakan aku korang....sekarang aku tengah charging handphone zaman apa yang wujud kt umah aku neh...wuwuwuwuwu..aku rasa hp aku undergo pre-jetlag syndrome,lol...but still sedeh woooo....satu satu die buat hal kurang ajo betiks! k lah signing off,taa~

p/s: tak dapat lah aku nak call ko mael kah3!

for how long?? a year...just a year

2011-06-06T22:54:00.002+08:00

everyone knows that there are 365 days in a year.
people keep telling,,,
well its just a year,
how long could that be...
but we've all seen it,
and we've heard it all before that
things change, people change.
a lot can change in a day...
the question is, for better or worse?
just as for me, for whatever happens,
whatever changes made...
let it be something that i can handle
because sometimes the things you cant change,
end up changing you
but deep inside, for how much i'll claim i'll get hurt and alone
im well aware of the fact that...
leaving will be so much easier than being left

random rant

2011-06-04T21:36:00.003+08:00

asasi sains uitm bukit mertajam

2011-05-23T11:16:00.030+08:00

haaaa....kalau nak tanya apa2 pasal asasi sains jangan nak tanya aku....aku sekeh laju-laju....just nak cerita aku baru hantar adik aku register semalam...yes penang indeed..nothing much, just aku nak tunjuk few pics yang aku sempat snap untuk tatapan umum,kih3

FYI, adek aku neh masok kolej intan...so kalau kolej lain i tak tau ye macam mane design die.kolej neh baru ~~gila babi!~~ sangat! berhabuk2...semua benda pon baru....satu bilik 4 org.....got bed, study table and locker....yang tak berapa nak bestnye dorang kene share toilet ngn bilik2 lain...hahahaha....banyak bilik ok, macam sekolah! tak best betol...ermmmm what else.....kafe dekat je...kalau nak bergoleng2 ke mengengsot pon sampai...dah la ade lif so tadehal lah! tapi lif lembap,hahahaaha....lagi laju korang naik tangga kot! kih3

locker tuh empat ye,,,,jangan nak berangan besa sangat,haha

masa tengah sebok2 register tuh, aku soal siasat la senior yang tak berapa nak senior tuh berapa kolej lelaki and wanita....then found out yang kat uitm neh 3/4 lelaki! hahahaha....nasib baik bukan aku yang study sini...kalau tak mesti jadik camneh

ngaaaaaa

ingat aku heran sangat ke uitm bukit mertajam tuh ramai lelaki? imu lagi best lah! kahkahkah....(padahal jeles,hua3), wokeh ahkak posing jappp

inilah ghupe jambannya yang kena dishare2 tuh....

baru lagik, air pon takde time aku pegi,adeh

and last but not least, in fact the most significant message

goodluck budak! aku taktau la ko baca ke tak post neh....seriously uni life mmg lagi heaven dari skolah...but everything comes with price...jaga diri elok2....mama memang la akan membebel tapi semua tuh betul je actually...yang lepas jangan nak dikesalkan, jangan nak dibanggakan....masok2 uni semua orang start balek dengan zero...sumtimes memang akan rasa lost, papehal balik kat empunya diri neh, yang tuan punya hati...DIA saja yang ada segala jawapan..

apesal aku buat post neh? sebab before adik aku masok sini die dok google2 nak imagine camane tempat neh ape bagai....jadik tujuan sebenar aku nak bagi guidance kat adik2 nextyear,hehehe...all the best peeps!

new layout!!

2011-05-20T13:39:00.004+08:00

hahaha....chantek tak chantek tak?? ekceli neh first time aku gune template yg light colour....aku prefer dark colour sebab it defines a confined space...sense of belonging, and blablabla....just aku rasa selamat,kah3! on average aku tuka layout aku setahun sekali,ngeh3...malas gile kot! then aku rase button like and tweet neh tak perlu. tak perlu. tak perlu! saja ngada2 rasa nak advance sikit...dengan followers yang tak berapa nak hado neh tak perlu langsung button2 tuh. and plus aku suka ngumpat orang kat blog aku, biasa la ngumpat orang2 disekeliling yang taktau kewujudan blog neh,hehehe...so kalau dah public nau nanti tak best r...somehow aku rasa selesa macam nie....kalau dikorek2 page facebook tuh memang taktau kewujudan twitter aku or blog neh. tapi kalau kau tahu blog neh kau tau la facebook n twitter aku,hahaha magic magic....jadi aku pon taktau macam mane orang nak tau kewujudan blog neh...thanx la untuk mereka yang letak link blog aku neh eh, korang la yang membantu aku menghidupkan sisa-sisa blog neh...domo arigato!

elena reeney aku suka kau!

2011-05-19T14:04:00.010+08:00

ada sehari tuh aku terbaca lah satu post ini
aku rasa annoyed gila gila lah dengan entri nie
ada jugak terpikir nak merespond dengan tulis satu entry
tapi sebab aku malas tahap dewa
prefer bergoleng2 dan kroih2 dirumah
aku ended up merungut2 kat twitter aku je
then hari nie aku terbaca another post
she wrote it in a more beautiful way than i think i could do
salute you woman!
girl rocks!!!!
jangan nak unik sangatlah bila kau pon typical
bagi aku, just dont think too much
buat saja apa yang kau rasa nak buat...menyesal??

birotatanegara@BTN?

2011-04-29T23:16:00.023+08:00

to those googlers you're on the right track....kata nak cari pasal btn dekat kuarters klia kan? hah betol lah tue....hahaha...seriously memang malas gile kot nak pergi btn, but sebab requirement before fly under sponsor kan? so in the first place paksa rela lah lebih kurang....accomodation serius selesa, hall, bilik ldk,surau semua selesa lah....satu bilik 3 orang, tapi aku kira lucky sebab bilik aku, kitorang 2 org je,huehuehue...and then every room got toilet one...cool kan, takyah nak sharing2 macam kem lain yg stay dalam dorm,teheee! kata bekas kuarters stewardess gitchiewww...

then kitorang tak macam batch lain..kitorang sikit je, laki 29, ppuan 24...bila sikit bagi aku jadi macam best lah, tak banyak sangat hal...dah tu ramai laki,hua3...apepasal boleh jadik x best kan?? lol...majority (33 org) dari miat unikl under mara dorang fly russia and amek engine aviation and marine, then 6 orang dari inti college under jpa amek quantity surveyor fly aussie..pastuh ada sorang under bank negara amek economics fly california,us....kitorang 13 orang from imu under jpa insyaAllah pergi glasgow scotland. kitorang lah golongan veteran..naseb aku tak berapa nak veteran,hik3...geng kitorang majority 23tahun, yang miat, inti semua neh dorang 19tahun..comel2 lagi kan,ngahahaa....tapi dorang best :) otak gile semua,hahaha...

then whatelse...pastuh kitorang ada physical fitness test...fit ke? tetttt...then ada kembara kat hutan muda katanya...hujan plak tuh, perghhhh...terbaeks! dah lama tak mandi hujan dow! then pagi khamis kitorang ada lari 2km, nasib kasut aku tak buat hal! dak laki kalau nak lulus task tuh kena lari 2km less than 18mins, ppuan kena less than 24mins...nasib aku tak pancit,ngahaaaa

okeh mesti korang nak tau what to expect kan pasal pengisian kem btn neh? ada ceramah and ldk tau...mesti korang macam *sighhhhh~~~ hahaha i know! we all thought that way too before pergi btn and time dapat jadual tuh....but trust me...penceramah awesome! ada la yang biasa2 je but aku tak rasa ada orang tido...hah cuba kau fikir macam mana ceramah pasal kedaulatan, 1 malaysia orang tak tido? ngahaaaa...then LDK mula2 aku ingat LDK dia macam typical kem la....buat logo and all that, bla3...but naahhh....LDK semua main game...betol best! mula2 bila aku baca blog orang lain before aku pergi btn dorang cakap time LDK dalam group best, tapi aku tak percaya langsung! but seriously best, plus ada fasi2 kitorang yang cool and sempoi yet can be serious at the same time bila ada benda penting yang nak disampaikan.

aku panas jugak dengar orang2 yang tanya, korang buat apa dekat kem btn tuh? dengar cerita racist lah, ada tayang video seks anwar lah...and then before aku pergi btn orang cerita buang masa je pergi btn, then brainwash je tuh...those merely bs, seriously! apa yang buang masa nya ingatkan kita2 anak2 muda neh macam mana malaysia merdeka, apa yang brainwash nya bila kita diberitahu how dewan rakyat and parlimen, majlis raja-raja works, apa yang racist nya bila kita tahu betul2 pasal perlembagaan and all those rights we have?

simple je apa yang kitorang buat kat kem bina negara tuh...apa yang nak disampaikan ialah kalau tak tahu jangan banyak cakap, jangan main cakap je...read facts, and learn history! that's it....and rata2 yang ada kat kem arituh dan aku yakin sebilangan besar kita tak berapa nak kisah, tapi bila fikir2 balik kalau kita tak kisah, then whoelse? we are not getting any younger anyways...kalau tak kenal maka tak cinta betul? takkan anak2 pendatang asing pulak nak belajar sejarah kita and takeover negara kita? yes?

chiao~~~ saya sayang malaysia! :)

untuk detail yang lebih detail sila rujuk blog hazwan

whatever~

2011-04-20T13:22:00.005+08:00

habes kalau kau lelaki boleh pulak

habes kalau aku perempuan tak boleh pulak!!

chauvinist much!

habes aku emo kenape? masalah? habes aku jakun dgn emoticon neh kenape? masalah??

do you often hear or listen?

2011-04-20T12:16:00.012+08:00

do you know why women are so special?
because they listen.
everybody talks and everybody heard what you say...
but not everyone really wants to listen.
aku rasa manusia2 yang sensitif neh sebab tak ramai yang nak listen to them as much as they listen to others.
so they always ended up with those pent up emotions
that only they know how their heart always shake and break...everytime.
and everything...everything people, comes with price..

yang tak terucap

2011-04-12T13:05:00.004+08:00

kenapa didepan mata tak dihirau
kenapa melimpah banyak dibiar bersepah terbiar
kenapa bila jauh hilang dicari
kenapa bila sedikit..tak cukup, ditangisi?
sehingga sesak dada menanggung rintih, kenapa?
kenapa yang memberi banyak tak terendah, berhitung..
kenapa yang asing dipeduli tak berkira
bila mata ada jadi tak nampak
bila telinga dengar tapi dipekakkan
bila jiwa ada tapi lumpuh tak bernyawa

how irony when you brag how much you love someone
but you said it a lot less to them
compared to the one who dont even deserve to hear it
p/s : we gotta tell them that we love them while we got the chance to say :)

yesterday~

2011-04-12T12:55:00.004+08:00

please don't do this all over again
last time i was all naive and stupid
i was like what 18?19?
now...i have grown up...old enough to see
what goes around will always comes around you know
you'll fall and never able to get up again.

the letter

2011-03-31T19:50:00.005+08:00

;)

2011-03-28T22:44:00.003+08:00

lucky to have stayed where we have stayed

still blurry image ahead of me though...not knowing.

if i were a boy

2011-03-20T11:07:00.006+08:00

woo woo woo...wait up! dont get me wrong bebehs. lets just get this straightly straight to the point alright! this is not an attempt to be a dr.love or ujibakat nak jadik skuad terfaktab, ouh nooo...tidak2..sebenarnye aku rase jadik laki lagi simple..AKU RASE ok..tak payah nak mengexplain yg SEBENARnye jadik laki neh susah,,,tak payah2..aku tanak dengar pown. sebab aku rase diorg neh spesis yg simple. a very curious but simple specious. sebab aku rase diorang neh jenis yang tak kesah? tak betol ke? kat mane2 point aku yang salah do correct me alright fellas.

okay sebab aku rase perempuan neh leceh taw..sikit2 nak sensitip, sikit2 nak merajok, sikit2 nak hangen...ingat best sangat ke? girls do not do this merely to get your attention you know,seriously. bende2 neh macam automatik, macam self-destruction.. saje nak cari penyakit, saje nak carik bende nak sakitkan diri...saket wa ckp sama lu der..ingat suke2 ke...tuh kadang2 aku rimas. sebab macam kdg2 aku rase perlu ke aku nak terasa sangat, perlu ke aku nak jealous bende2 kecik mcm tuh...tapi dah kau rase...contoh mcm kau terbau busuk jamban org awam,aiseh...ko boleh nak ckp kau tak bau? kau dah terbau kot, tutup hidung tuh mcm menidakkan je but the reality is kau bau jek. haaa...camane camane?

then perempuan neh memory dorang neh memang terbaek wokk. ingat kenape ramai perempuan jadik doc? sebab perempuan neh memory dorang terbaek...lelaki ramai amek engine sebab diorg tak perlu sgt nak hafal2 neh, banyak pikir kan? perempuan neh malas sket nak berpikir,hak3. ingat tak rimas ke kepala hotak kau tuh ingat bende kecik, yg remeh, eh rimas nyahhh...kan org ckp guys suck at memorizing bday,anniversary,bla3...not all but majority..jadik tahniah la kat jejaka2 yg terpilih sensitip terhadap tarikh2 neh...girls love u ya know ;) kdg2 it did cross my mind yg why im the one who hafta remember all these?

aku pernah ckp kat someone yg i need a better reason to be sad, certain things are just not worth the pain i endure and my tears, but then he said hati perempuan tuh lembut jangan la cube nak keraskan..and then i was left speechless...sebab aku rase penat. so ekot korang lah nak ekot ckp aku ke nak ekot ckp mmbe aku neh,hahahha..its your call, in the end its only you and your bloody feeling. :)

so guys do forgive girls,,,they are indeed complicated. eh jangan ckp korang guys tak complicated,nah...like a saying goes women are not meant to be understood but to be loved. ewah2 ekot suke kan,hahaha jadik perempuan pown kene la understanding. aku tau korang selfish,hahahaha...bukan nak pikir pon if you were in his shoes. saket tuh saket la tp jgn ngengade sgt,hahaha...mcm aku tak ye.ampunnn.haha....

p/s : but im different...i am indeed complicatedly simple. :)

the sweet escape

2011-03-16T18:22:00.009+08:00

wokeh..im not gonna promise ya anything...but entry ini mengandungi unsur2 emosi yg terlampau. so dont tell me i dont warn ya alright? hahaha...tah,,,,petang2 syahdu macam neh...windy...then layan sam tsui-hold it against me. perghhh...nak meleleh pon ade rase nye neh. bile packing2, tengok rumah neh kosong, aku tak tau kenapa dgn aku2 sekali rasa kosong. the feelings are all mixed up. is it just me? everything starts to run and hide from me. every image i have in mind starts to fade. the uncertainty is killing me now. it feels like you are leaving everything behind yet the future seems so out of reach. felt like you are stuck in the middle. time sure flies...nothing's ever gonna be the same right?nothing. dear Allah please hear us out.please.

the one who will not question your past
is the one who once dwelled on it with you
and the one who will not doubt your future
is the one who share it with you.

p/s : bile kau kate kau sedih, aku rase sebak gile time tuh,demmm. but thanx for the memories :)

pergi mati lah kau!

2011-02-24T14:04:00.007+08:00

even imma heavy user of fb but there's one thing i dont like about facebook or internet or whatever you geek call it. idfc you tell people how you are living your life, how cool or happy or damn success or bragging that pretty face you got and how well built you are. one thing led to another now you want to tell people how other people are dying. its just recording videos or snapping photos of someone when he is at the end of his life and then exhibiting it to public, so let the whole world knows how he dead, does that sounds good to you? well hell no for me...not at all. what are those pictures and videos of people crying for help when they involved in car crash are telling you anyway? dont drink and drive? pfft...as if!

are you immortal or something? just take a minute and try to put yourself in their shoes. please please please. nobody's gonna get out alive anyways.

saranghaeee...bace betol2 ye adek2

2011-01-23T20:24:00.012+08:00

ecewah...ala2 lagu shorry shorry gitchiewww...tade keje kan blogging...esaimen ade tak gheti nak siapkan ke...adehla =.= enuff bout that...aku nak joyah2 sket pasal semlm,,,haha...mmg jakun sket la kan...mklum lah...i nie innocent2 orgnye...salu lepak pn tempat2 innocent gituh..surau ke library ~~cafe~~ ke...then last nite membe2 aku pegi la bwk aku lepak satu kedai mamak neh kan...dan disitulah bermula peristiwa2 aneh...

pertama...aku slalu jek lepak kedai mamak, tp aku pelik apesal kedai neh jumlah laki die memang lah sgt sgt sgt sgt ramai...dah la besar kedai mamak tuh...ramai org...pastuh perempuan tuh kau boleh kire lah gune jari kaki kau...eceh..bajet2 nak hot la kan kire insan2 terpilih lepak situh,

kedua...dah la ramai lelaki..pastuh aku pelik apesal ramai nau laki hensem2 kat sini...betol wa cakap sama lu...hensem pon hensem, tough pon tough,,,yg tak hensem tuh lantak lah kan..

then, ketiga...aku pelik betol...dah lah kat kedai mamak je pownn...depa neh dok dress up habes dowww...semua pakai baju ketat2 skinny jeans, laki stok2 pakai jaket...suke tuh mmg lah aku suke kan,hahaha..tak dapek lah tp aku tetap blank...and i was like "best r laki kt cnie...yg x hensem pown stylo2" hahaha...sedikit keji tp lebey kurang mcm tuh la ape yg berlegar2 di minda aku...

pastuh ade lah bunch of guys kat satu meja neh dok mcm mengusha2 seberang sana punye meja...aku pn mcm curious la kan, sbb aku dok usha die, die usha org laen plak...skali bile aku nak melihat2 siapakah gerangan yg dpt menambat hati jejaka itu......tettttt...another bunch of guys..heh? kepale aku da start pening2 dah akibat kejelesan,hahaha....and i was like "what?????" then mmbe aku pown ckp...nie lah port diorang! aku pon "patot la pelik sgt tempat nehhhhh, adoyai" dan teros merasakan diri ini memakai invisible cloak,hahaha

pastuh belom time aku pegi ~~jamban~~ ladies kan..eh ladies ke? tettt...mix kot..then kat depan cermin tuh ade la this guy dok betol2kan rambut die...then aku perasan jek die dok jeling2 aku...nak je aku ckp cmneh "woiiiii, aku lagi cun lah dari kau!!! huh" sambil mengibaskan rambut..haha

hamek kau panjang betol dah entry aku neh

11.1.11

2011-01-11T19:21:00.004+08:00

it's 11.1.11
and it's my 22nd burpday yawww
cun kan cun kannn...macam nombor ekor dah aku tgk
hahaha jgn jealouss..jealous much,agagaga
well i think i have to get use to that number
anyways...got test tmrow
am not suppose to be blogging now
but hell nooo....birthday skali setaon je kan
ngahahahaha
many thanx peeps...if it's without u guys...
today will be just like any other day

thanx cipak and perus sbb sempat jek membelikan aku bday kek yang ~~tak berapa nak~~ surprise! tehehehe :)

till then...domo arigato! XD

terima kasih Allah
terima kasih abah dan mama
untuk 22 tahun ini.

Die syg aku lah!

2011-01-08T01:29:00.010+08:00

come to think of it, kadang2 kite tak sedar
ape2 doa kite sekarang kat Allah boleh bagi kesan kat masa depan kite
kadang2 kite ingat Allah tak makbulkan doa kita
dan kadang2 dah lepas 5-6 tahun, kite baru sedar...
eh sebenarnye aku pernah doa macam nie macam nie dulu
and yess..sekarang Allah bagi apa yang kau nak tuh

dah lah kau tak sedar Allah makbulkan doa kau
even worst, kau dah stop pon berdoa ape yg kau pernah doa tuh (ok, aku dah pening)
so macamane kau nak bersyukur?
so peeps bersyukurlah dengan apa yang kite sedar dan tak sedar Allah bagi kat kite
peringatan utk diri ini dan anda bahawa Allah syg sgt kat kite. :)

"Atau siapakah yang memperkenankan doa orang yang menderita apabila ia berdoa kepadaNya, dan yang menghapuskan kesusahan, serta menjadikan kamu pengganti (umat-umat yang telah lalu) mendiami dan menguasai bumi? Adakah sebarang tuhan yang lain bersama-sama Allah? Amat sedikit di antara kamu yang mengingati (nikmat Allah itu)."

another year another story

2011-01-01T19:15:00.004+08:00

cant have you last year...i dont want you anymore this year. i guess.-010111-

my 2010...kau ade??

2010-12-29T15:51:00.017+08:00

org busy nk stdy and buat esaimen,,,nie lah koje aku ye...huk2..alaaa...test ngn esaimen slalu..new year skali jek setahun kan kan? opsss~! xD entry aku kali nie pasal summary ape yg aku buat this year. malas la aku nak bebel2 cm aku buat lastyear kan? haha...so end of 2010...aku tempek gamba2 yg berkenaan lah ek! all in all sebenarnye 2010 neh a much happier and a great year la for me. what about you guys??

january

awal2 tahun dah ber-AJL kan aku neh?haha

my birthday oh!>.<

handle orientation p110..handle sgt..ajk makanan kot,lol

february

malaysian studies was awesomeee!

nie bukan gmba raye yek! taken right after malaysian studies drama ends.

i-city neh aku rase time tuh,aku lah yg nak sgt pergi,hehe...thx babes!

march

mira turun kl sbb nak tgk suju kt bkt jalil kan..shorry shorry,hoho...

april
first time gua maen futsal wa ckp sama lu beb...maen bape minit dah cungap2,,,ah terbaek ah korg yg terer maen bnde golek2 neh...betol lah aku maen...tade gmba neh sbb..sbb..adelah sbb2 nye kan,,,ngahaha

may
cakeless birthday party bak kate anis and hazwan,hahaha....celebrate birthday bee, anis, hazwan, perus n wanji....tatau le pesal ramai sgt, rasenye time tuh musim exam ke kegawatan ekonomi tah,agagaga...

berkomplot ngn achik wat surprise birthday party kt cik adek kesygn die,fairuz.

oh sorry ek makcik2 atas action saye yg overrated sket tuh,haha...sape suroh men letup2..huh!

caye tak aku pegi konsert final af7 ke af8 neh aku tak sure,,,layan jela...kate dok sblh stdium,hik3..(pdhal nk tgk alif n maulana,lol) aku siap ade tshirt fanclub shahir kot,demm...rynn punye keje r neh.

hall of fame..ahahaha..fame sgt ye...dpt anugerah angkat berat neh..tgk r biceps gua...demm.

june

surprise birthday partayyy for jah and wan

july

oh ni namenye annual activity...nak nengok anak2 buah cheerleading,haha

august
ok...after exam..aku chow g joho jumpe membe...the longest journey i've ever been. alone.haha

september

nie raye kat kg gua kat kuching. tahun dpn raye kat mane ek? :P

hah...rajen kan aku turun kl nak raye ngn korang? korang bukan tau tuh..uh

october

class trip to melaka! wehoooo...it was awesomeee..seriously. thanx guys :)

balik2 mlake...celebrate birthday mira and duwe.

november

i think this one was the coolest thing i've ever done this year! haha touchdown skytrex...thanx yus booking kan,hehe

beraya aidiladha di perantauan...ecewah...kat shah alam kat umah hazwan kot. nape aku tak balek umah? sbb week before that aku dah balek time deepavali,lol

neh time pegi shoutaward,tgk dressing la,kah3! (pui3)...tiket booking kat fb babe..lastyear tiket dpt kt blog gwdw kot..skg maken sng plak..

december

celebrate birthday cip2 and mij2..eh slap..mije..cipak kene culik, die hengat ktorg bwk die g carrefour rupe2nye g mid,ngahahaha...best betol surprisekan cipak yg agak blur2 arnab neh.

neh time kat mlake ngn family aku,hehe..vacation ke???

terima kasih lah kepada kamu-kamu yang menceriakan 2010 ini,ngee...agak2 kalau aku tag korang,,,,korang ley tak buat mnde neh?hihik

p/s : thanx hazwan sume gmbau ko aku curik aku rase, dan mane2 empunye gmba yg aku curik kt fb,tehehehe...gomene~

tick tock.

2010-12-19T20:51:00.006+08:00

just so YOU know
people change...
yeah...YOU.

care.careless.carefree

2010-12-19T17:32:00.005+08:00

when you say you care...
do you think people care?
and when people say they care,
do you think you do care?
and the question is....when people say they care,
do they really mean it??
so why bother?

p/s : its week 8 guys, lets give this one whole month our best shot!

blogging lah neh?

2010-12-10T23:02:00.009+08:00

gile lame dah x blogging mcm ~~makcik2 joyah~~ ahkak2 ek
sumpah lame gile....since like forever!
okeh supposedly mlm neh aku patot buat cv ye adek2
curriculum vitae whatever u call it
but the thing is aku stuck depan 'kitab' neh
and i ended up with this wish list
tade la nak long mane tapi bnde alah neh cm berlegar2 di kepale hotakku...shoo shoo

dah mcm christmas nye wish list ek,harharhar

p/s : ade sape2 ade recommendation cite hantu yg best tak??suggestion pls

the text message

2010-12-03T23:50:00.006+08:00

to: you know who you are

what you did was the right thing
you did not hurt me, yet
it makes me thinking where did i go wrong
of which part in my life did i screwed up?
sorry...
i have no right to question who you are



p/s : thanks

not everything is about adrenaline.

2010-11-28T16:27:00.010+08:00

the moment you rush into things
and when patience is no longer a virtue
things become easily tangled
and the only way to untangle it
is to cut it...
and that's why people said...
only fools rush in~

the....what??!!

2010-11-21T16:33:00.003+08:00

rasa macam baru lepas putus cinta.
shit betol.

p/s : when all i have in mind is running away.....

the unspoken~

2010-11-11T20:03:00.008+08:00

to describe life in one word
i would choose irony as the word
"life is irony."
why do people change?
and the worst part is when the heart starts to change

reminder 2

2010-10-20T00:22:00.006+08:00

p/s : we have to love him more than ourselves remember?

to japan drama addict~

2010-10-09T13:11:00.003+08:00

HOTARU NO HIKARI

HOTARU NO HIKARI 2

a romantic comedy drama series
really worth to watch
tak lame pon tengok cerite neh
sebab drama jepun tak macam drama korea yang berjela2 episodnye
tak kesah la hensem mane 2nd hero dalam 2-2 series neh
aku tetap suke buchou....sangat matang,haha walaupon cerewet!
enjoy watching people! :)

otanjoubi omedeto mira-chan!

2010-10-04T16:27:00.007+08:00

Some things are left undone,
some words are left unsaid,
some feelings are left unexpressed,
but some ones as nice as you could never be left unwished,
happy birth day dear!

p/s : We are always the same age inside.

the bottom of the well~

2010-10-03T20:05:00.006+08:00

i'll scream when i'm pissed off
i'll cry when i get upset
i'll laugh when im amused
i'll tell you if i like you
and if i wanna keep you i'll hold you.

truly true!

2010-09-22T12:58:00.005+08:00

There's always a little truth behind every "just kidding".
A little knowledge behind every "i don't know".
A little emotion behind every "i don't care".
and a little pain behind every "it's okay".

selamat hari lahir adik!

2010-09-04T15:24:00.011+08:00

untuk adikku yang tersayang
Farhana 'Aqilah bt Mohammed Hasrori
selamat hari lahir yg ke-14
belajar rajin2 ye
jangan gatal2, aku tak pe,hehehe
jangan emo2 ye arinie puase kots~!
lastly, aku tempek gambo2 ko dulu, kini, dan selamanya yang tak berape nak senonoh neh
jangan mara~~~~ he he he!

ni gambau zaman bile pon aku tatau! hahaa

-xoxo-

of a boy, a girl and a candy~

2010-09-02T12:02:00.010+08:00

ade seorang budak lelaki dan budak perempuan dalam lingkungan umur 6 tahun yang berkawan agak baik. tapi bukan kawan baik. pendek kate berkawanlah.

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budak lelaki : aku ade gule2 banyak tau! tapi aku tak nak bagi sape2 pon!
budak perempuan : ouh ok. (reaksi muka yang agak tawar dan tampak sedikit kecewa)
budak perempuan : dah la jom main, malas aku nak dengar cerita pasal gule2 kau tuh.

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budak lelaki : nah gule2! :)
budak perempuan : tapi kau kata......
budak lelaki : ambik jela, jangan banyak tanye...
budak perempuan : erm...okay! :) (masih blur tapi tetap ambik gule2 tuh, rezeki jangan ditolak! hee)

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budak lelaki : sedap tak gule2 aku bagi kau tuh?
budak perempuan : er...er....ntah la weh, aku tak makan pon, hilang kot. (menjawab dengan selamber)
budak lelaki : kau simpan kat mane hari tuh? (start nak emo)
budak perempuan : aku lupe betul! sorry la weh..sorry betul!
budak lelaki : kau neh bukan reti nak simpan elok2! menyesal aku bagi kau! (mule meninggikan suare)
budak perempuan : SEBAB AKU TAK NAK SIMPAN BENDE YANG KAU CAKAP KAU TAKKAN BAGI!!!
budak lelaki : ........................

Perjuangan Yang Belum Selesai

2010-08-31T00:49:00.006+08:00

Sesungguhnya tidak ada yang lebih menyayatkan
dari melihat bangsaku dijajah.

Tidak ada yang lebih menyedihkan
dari membiarkan bangsaku dihina.

Air mata tiada ertinya
sejarah silam tiada maknanya
sekiranya bangsa tercinta terpinggir
dipersenda dan dilupakan.

Bukan kecil langkah wira bangsa
para pejuang kemerdekaan
bagi menegakkan kemuliaan
dan darjat bangsa
selangkah beerti mara
mengharung sejuta dugaan.

Biarkan bertatih
asalkan langkah itu yakin dan cermat
bagi memastikan negara
merdeka dan bangsa terpelihara
air mata sengsara
mengiringi setiap langkah bapa-bapa kita.

Tugas kita bukan kecil
kerana mengisi kemerdekaan
rupanya lebih sukar dari bermandi
keringat dan darah menuntutnya.

Lagi pula apalah ertinya kemerdekaan
kalau bangsaku asyik mengia dan menidakkan,
mengangguk dan membenarkan,
kerana sekalipun bangganya negara
kerana makmur dan mewahnya,
bangsaku masih melata
dan meminta-minta di negaranya sendiri.

Bukan kecil tugas kita
meneruskan perjuangan kemerdekaan kita
kerana rupanya selain memerdekakan,
mengisi kemerdekaan itu jauh lebih sengsara.

Bangsaku bukan kecil hati dan jiwanya
bukankah sejak zaman berzaman
mereka menjadi pelaut, pengembara
malah penakluk terkemuka?

Bukankah mereka sudah mengembangkan
sayap, menjadi pedagang dan peniaga
selain menjadi ulama dan ilmuan terbilang?

Bukankah bangsaku pernah mengharung
samudera menjajah dunia yang tak dikenal?

Bukankah mereka pernah menjadi
wira serantau yang tidak mengenal erti takut
dan kematian?

Di manakah silapnya hingga bangsaku
berasa begitu kecil dan rendah diri?

Apakah angkara penjajah?

Lalu bangsaku mulai melupakan kegemilangan
silam dan sejarah gemilang membina empayar…

Tugas kita belum selesai rupanya
bagi memartabat dan memuliakan bangsa
kerana hanya bangsa yang berjaya
akan sentiasa dihormati.

Rupanya masih jauh dan berliku jalan kita
bukan sekadar memerdeka dan mengisinya
tetapi mengangkat darjat dan kemuliaan
buat selama-lamanya.

Hari ini, jalan ini pasti semakin berliku
kerana masa depan belum tentu
menjanjikan syurga
bagi mereka yang lemah dan mudah kecewa.

Perjuangan kita belum selesai
kerana hanya yang cekal dan tabah
dapat membina mercu tanda
bangsanya yang berjaya.

Dr. Mahathir Mohamad
Mei 1996

saje pilih sajak nie entry utk kemerdekaan yg ke-53

sbb bagi aku sajak ni dalam maksudnye

lagi best kalau dapat dengar orang bacekan sajak neh

somehow aku rindu sambutan kemerdekaan kat sekolah

ape-ape pon aku bersyukur kerna lahirku disini

di bumi bertuah ini

dan mungkin benar kata mereka

merdekakah kita?

:)

2010-08-25T20:47:00.003+08:00

can u meet me halfway?

kuning itu loser kah?

2010-08-23T12:43:00.006+08:00

its very unusual or weird to use yellow color to represents 'them'
people usually will go for blue color to indicate its 'them'
but yeah, you can use yellow if you want to tell people that they're losers
i dont really like yellow
and i dont really like 'them'

p/s : drawing using pencil and paper is sooo much easier than this!

imma big girl aint i?

2010-08-22T15:30:00.006+08:00

like a lil girl...whining over her gum ache and growing tooth
and her mom end up rubbing her cheek
while her dad just gave her a cold expression
and suddenly he burst out laughing
and that girl turns out to be me
and im so gonna miss this~

the selfishness

2010-08-21T13:59:00.004+08:00

sorry
for all i care is myself

pre-examination syndrome

2010-08-03T18:57:00.003+08:00

i need white chesnut
i need essential oil massage
i need a break

End Of Sem 4

2010-07-16T12:25:00.008+08:00

ok bile musim2 eos da nak start
mcm bese, sindrom emosi aku akan start
semua bnde nak serabot
sakit hati dtg dari arah yg tak tentu hala
harus jadi lebih kuat dan rajin utk sebulan ini
berusaha farah izyan!

-sumtimes thing gets too big till u cant really see what u're holding on to-

30 random things bout me, ouh yeah~

2010-07-09T01:38:00.006+08:00

Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 30 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you!

actually 30 things is too much for me rite now, my mind goes blank cant even think bout my very self, lets cut the rubbish and starts with d so-called facts.

1. why lolly? idk too,hahaha, just found its sweet, colorful, enuf to cheer up one's day :)

2. i dun watch football, not at all...who knows one day i will?haha

3. im a super duper slow eater, bkn kunyah 40kali pown, mebe sbb gigi tumpul,wuwu =.=

4. i have diary! heee~~ since i wuz like 14, so i have quite a lot of memories in here.

5. i love donuts! big apple particularly.weeee~~~~

6. aku suke makan roti sbb time kecik2 dlu bapak aku ckp kalau nak tggi kene mkn roti. uwaaaaaaaa, nape tade efek pon??!!!

7. im not a leader. i know i just cant be one.

8. either im in love or not, i will kinda attracted to things with love shape! hihihi

9. i wish i cud find someone dat can sing and play guitar to duet with me,hahaha!(boy la weh, ppuan wtpe :P )

10. skrg addicted dgn video budak kecik name nina mix japan+mat salleh tuh, kawaiiii~~~

11. 11 is my fav number ^_^

12. 3 is my fav number too coz 111 = 3, lil did i know i was born on 3 jamadilakhir!

13. i love carbonated drinks and i know its bad,huhu~ so smokers, just gimme 5!

14. when i wuz 14 i had a huge crush with a boy. really huge crush.

15. just 5 minutes thinking bout future makes me suffocated. so lets just forget about reality.

16. i love twitter damn much!hehehehe

17. im a heavy user of facebook, kinda wondering when im suppose to go rehab and give up on dis bad habit.

18. saye penat bile org tnye bile nak fly?same mcm org tnye ko neh jadi fly ke tak sbnrnye....sounds sarcastic u know~

19. saye rase saye bkn kwn yg baek. mintak maaf kwn2 :(

20. i love to tell people whole list abt what i like and i hate, and i end up doin that freaking things i hate! *sigh

21. tahun ini umor saye 21,boley mengundi dah, tp tanak undi sbb tak amek tau psl politik pon! huhu

22. dah lame tingin nak g mlake(last time g time darjah 6), tp tade org nak teman :(

23. dulu time kecik2 suke gile tgk doremon, so bile hari tuh akan ade cte doremon. i'll go wash up earlier, and wore the best pyjamas i ever had so dat day will be xtra special! silly me,hahaha!

24. dulu kalau time hujan tuh, aku igt Allah marah anak die,hahahah, jahil gile

25. i wanna travel all over the world.

26. as for me, its not where u go, its with whom d'u go matter :)

27. doakan aku dpt grad mpharm taon 2012 oke! thx ^_^

28. usually it tooks me time to decide on things, but once i made up my mind, i wont turn back, even pilih mknn kt kedai mkn pon lame! *sigh

29. i love to sing. a lot. thanks P109 for d award!hehehehehe

30. i have pretty good intuition, and sometimes my first impression on ppl remains.

aik, da abes da?? tak ley ke wat 50?hua3...bubye! live life to the max people! :)

p/s: eh aku tipu pon korg caye kan? :P

pasa malam, aku dan auta

2010-07-03T20:34:00.004+08:00

i cant take my eyes off two kinds of men in pasar malam

first - a cute young father holding a cute kids/baby
second - hunkies wearing green soldier uniform

i think i just saw akim AF7 at pasa malam sg.besi just now. not dat anyone will act like akim wannabe right?.
i saw a man with bucket in his hands asking for money from ppl, then suddenly someone accidentally...........idk....somehow i just saw his bucket lying over the pasa malam floor and the coins are all over the place, and watching him crawling picking up the coins touch sumwhere inside me. people go that far for money, while us...buying everything we want, eat anything we desire. just be thankful people.

............

2010-06-20T20:20:00.007+08:00

to those out there, broken heart heals. in time

hello? anybody's home??????

2010-06-13T00:54:00.003+08:00

if its possible....
i think my blog already expired
i dunno what keeps me so so so far away from writing
to write u need heart
but i think i lost it
whoever find it please give it back to me
thank you

belated burpday wishes~

2010-05-16T15:37:00.013+08:00

happy belated burpday geng
sorry for the late entry
wishing you all happiness for the days ahead
love u guys, xoxo

izyani nabila, be strong, and i know you are! :)

anis wahida, i know you'll get your dream guy someday! it isnt bout height afterall :)

the party planner! kelas neh mmg takkan salu party kalo ko tade hazwan! spread more happiness~ :)

wanji mok, agagaga, kalo tade lwk bodo ko, mmg hambar kelas! so, teroskan r wat lwk bodo and organize class discussion,agagaga

siti fairuz, be less rajen please,hahaha....jgn saket2 tau dis year!

with love,

the wishing stairs

2010-05-16T13:40:00.003+08:00

omg, i forgot it's my blog's burpday
its a belated burpday actually, which is on may 13th!
happy burpday blog, its been a year i've been throwing every lil things on you
thanks to readers whom been supporting me through this one year
good day people!
and happy teacher's day! :)

The End~

2010-04-17T12:39:00.008+08:00

i have come this far to meet you
sometimes hesitation does playing tricks
did i make the right decision or not
the thick and thin you put me through
yet i just decide to stick with you
and i will try my best
do believe in me please...
every ending is just a new beginning~
sem 4! imu! here i comeeeeee!!

fighting!

formspring???

2010-04-15T01:17:00.003+08:00

http://www.formspring.me/lollicious
im not really sure what this is all about
but you can ask pretty much everything bout me
ANONYMOUSLY!
sounds cool right??
hahahahaa, laughing at myself
why would people use this to ask me
ask directly laaa kalo ye nak jadi paparazi....ade bran? :P
just for fun neway~:)

sesuatu yang pasti buat kau dan aku

2010-04-14T17:53:00.000+08:00

Al-Imran 3;185
Tiap-tiap yang berjiwa akan merasakan mati. Dan sesungguhnya pada hari kiamat sajalah disempurnakan pahalamu. Barangsiapa dijauhkan dari neraka dan dimasukkan ke dalam surga, maka sungguh ia telah beruntung. Kehidupan dunia itu tidak lain hanyalah kesenangan yang memperdayakan.

Al-Anbiya 21;35
Tiap-tiap yang berjiwa akan merasakan mati. Kami akan menguji kamu dengan keburukan dan kebaikan sebagai cobaan (yang sebenar-benarnya). Dan hanya kepada Kamilah kamu dikembalikan.

Al-Ankabut 29;57
Tiap-tiap yang berjiwa akan merasakan mati. Kemudian hanyalah kepada Kami kamu dikembalikan.

Az-Zukhruf 43;66
apakah Mereka hanya menunggu saja kedatangan hari kiamat yang datang kepada mereka dengan tiba-tiba sedang mereka tidak menyadarinya.

bukan setiap siang akan berakhir dengan malam
dan bukan setiap malam akan berakhir dengan siang

genius gile kau!! clap2

2010-04-11T14:12:00.005+08:00

before tules banyak2 tentang bende neh
baek korang bace dulu lah artikel nie klik disini
di pendekkan cerite, budak 18 tahun neh pandai sangat
tipu2 semua orang, die ckp die anak angkat sultan pahang
motif die nak dapat penghormatan bile pergi buat 'lawatan rasmi' kt tempat plkn
(motif laen masih dalam siasatan kot)
then kantoi~
ok, satu aku tak puas hati sebab dilabel pintar
kau tengok result spm die teros label die pintar,sangat lawak!
ok lah, tak kesah laaa kan kau nak ckp die bijak bestari ke kan
duncha think sumhow dis kinda thing gonna ruin your future???
tak kene blacklist ke buat penipuan camtuh?
gune name sultan????
disinilah aku nak mempertikaikan kepandaian die
whatever....aku harap dah jadi bijak bestari besar2 nanti
kau tak jadi penjenayah ok!

hilang tak perlu dicari

2010-04-10T19:21:00.008+08:00

kala bintang menghilang, dan malam makin kelam
mimpi ngeri itu masih menghantui malam-malam
dan bau kebencian itu menusuk-nusuk hidungku
ku jeritkan sakitku, biar semua dengar
bingit ku dengar fikiranku berteriak
dan rasa yang makin kusam dan bertempiaran berlari
kerna tak bisa lagi ku dengar bicara hatiku

saye suke ini :)

2010-04-10T18:00:00.001+08:00

i give this 5 stars! ngeee~~

HaPpY BuRpDaY PuRa!!

2010-04-07T13:20:00.007+08:00

siti safura bt hj idris!! happy burpday dear~~~
well i hope it isnt too late :)
tak lupe tau bday kau! aku siap buat entry gitchiew
spesial! kehhehehehe
nak kate aku kenal ko sgt, tak le jugak....sekelas pon setaon je kan?
sobzzz, kehulu kehilir 4 org,hahaha
g toilet pon nak sesame, wut the hell....ade antu ke dlm jamban?
aku plg tak ley lupe bli eskem satu bucket kecik kat lori eskem kt koop
then mkn 4 org time rehat,hua3...suke2! ^.^
im not so sure korg igt lagi ke tak,huhuhuhu~
but the memories were as sweet as the icecream
aku igt ko suke sape kat kelas dlu,hahahaha!!!
aku igt yuri :P
ape g ek....aku igt ko kate nak amek farmasi kan
skali dgr2 cer ko amek medic kat mesir gitu nyah! kelassss~~
then naseb le time f5 dulu tak de maen award2
kalo x kompem ko dpt award ppuan paling gedik kat kelas,hak3
aku second,lolz....ko r neh ajar aku :P
tp tuh dulu, ko cm dah insap ek, kate aim pak arab,hua3!
aku neh maken upgrade,hadeh....
whatever it is dear, wishing you all the best
have a very happy birthday
nak jumpe ko lagi! nah gmba lastyear~~~
rindu kau! xoxo

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disebabkan pura reply sgt panjang, so aku decide nak extend entry neh ngn reply die :)

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Asslamulaikum..~
deary fariz~

yer mmg kite kenal setaon je mase form dulu itu pon dah kamcing gilek kan yela sekapala la katakan huhuh..ko ingat x stay up kat surau smpi kul 3 pagi,g meronggeng mase outing siap paki blazer hahha mcm2 lg la..sonoknya zaman tuh kan~

pasal g jamban sesame tuh mmg x
dinafikan even xd cermin pon kat situ jamban tetap menjadi pujaan hati korang kan hukhukhuk...aku masih lagi muka jamban smpi skrg kalo ko nk tau huahuahuah

yes u remind me bout makan eskrem sesame tuh aku da x terinagt da pasal makan eskrem tuh weyh..how sweet memory oohhh..sedey aku ingat balik zaman tyme muda remaja dulu~

alaa yg pasal yuri tuh cite lama zaman kanak2 bodo2 gitu huhuhuhu yg dak kelas kita tuh jgn cite la buat sedey jiwa raga aku jeh...ko tau kan aku dot*dot*dot* seriously aku sedey ngn kisah ak yg tuh..uuuwuuuuu

yup ak mmg nk minat farmasi dan aku minat juga nk jd doc..ak still bole bergelumang ngn ubat2 dan juga patients bile da jd doc nnt kan..nnt bole kite bukak bisnes sesame aku bukak klinik ko bukak farmasi ek..amenn

yeke aku dpt award plg gedikz dlm kelas dulu eeiii sonoknye siap ade pengaruh sekali, ko la pengikut aku yg plg berjaya smpi sekarang ko maintain jeh aku tgk..bagus juga didikan aku lu masa kat kelas hohoho...iskhhh33

pak arab aku usha2 gitu je tp hati aku still kat orh melayu daa..
siyes weyh org arab mmg hensem weyh,aku takat usha2 gitu je kat pak arab tp aku pancing org melayu gak nnt hahhahah

anyway aku tetap aku gak dulu ke sekarang ke sama gak mybe da makin matang sket kot hihih gedikz2 tuh ade lagi huahuahua gedikz adalah fitrh semulajadi pompaun x gitu yang hahahha...

eehh pnjang la pula aku tulis nih nk jd entry baru dah nih huhuhu
anyway my dear fren aku xtau nk cakap ape yg ak tau aku sayang ko dunia akhirat..kalo x jumpe kat reunion double8 kat smap nnt kite jumpe mase reunion kat syurga ye..
saranghaeyo miss ya...till then
wassalam..~

disebalik tabir when you look me in the eyes

2010-04-06T17:29:00.005+08:00

okeh2, ini adalah mmg tade keje dan syok senirik,hak3
sebelom korang muntah2 tgk video neh
disarankan mentally prepared,kah3!
watch at your own risk ok
sgale kesumbangan yg ade harap dimaafkan
sbb yg menyanyinye masih amatur! hehehehe

addiction

2010-04-04T23:41:00.004+08:00

done with this korean drama series, i give it 4 stars! hak3...next addiction, suggestion anyone??

already gone

2010-04-03T12:51:00.008+08:00

you love her so ~~damn~~ much,
all of her words, gestures, expressions did matters
you can be happy just sitting besides her-doing nothing
you get hurts for every simple thing she done
then you realize,,,
maybe keeping a safe distance between both of you
is a better option
at first, it was sooooo hurt
you cried day and night
felt so empty and you got nowhere to run
it hurts so much, and the cut was too deep
until you think, there's no way its gonna heal
you think you're gonna bleed to death
but on one fine day.....the coldness of the night
the sound of the rain, managed to wash away all the pain
nonetheless, now.....whenever you see her name
whenever her images cross your mind
you just keep staring at it, thinking whether you make the right decision
why is it have to turn this way
for the good and the bad times you both had been through all these years
for the promises sealed with hugs and kisses back then
now, what's left merely words
now, you feel nothing...
a total nothing~

too bad not every love story gonna have a happy ending

p/s: sorry, i love you enough to let you go

sam tsui is a good singer :)

2010-03-31T15:29:00.004+08:00

he's a really good singer indeed
besh nye kalau dpt wat mv cmneh,hak3

2010-03-29T12:31:00.002+08:00

idiot
being too sensitive just gonna hurt yourself more
others wont be affected
its just you

pabila hatiku mula berkata

2010-03-26T15:15:00.009+08:00

aku tak tau la appropriate ke tak neh
but memandangkan bende nih kat facebook
so aku assume die tak kesah aku public kan lagi mende neh,hee
baek korg bace sebelom ade pihak yg suroh aku delete,hahahaha
neway the red is for girls, and blue is for boys

ok, bile aku buat entry cmnie,,,korg jgn label aku dokter chenta plak
not that i know nothing bout this
its just i dunno much bout your species and my species
i observe and just simply judge and make assumption
yeah, i do not say women aint complicated...indeed they are
if you spend too much time with her
she'll say aint u got your own life? rimas laaa, ape laaa
if you spend too little time with her
die akan fikir kau tak syg die
kalau kau menangis sebab die, die akan fikir kau berhati perempuan
kalau kau tak hiraukan, die akan ckp ko egois
tapi ade lelaki yg tak paham
dan ade perempuan yg aku pon tak paham
kalau da berbulan2 tak kontek tuh....what else do you wait for
tak kontek awek for about half year, then u shamelessly claimed her as your gf?
ouh please....get a grip on yourself
there's sooooo much things to question about
its just.....be more considerate and be yourself
no matter how hateful you are, if she truly loves you
she will stay...trust me.

p/s : for how much we dont blame you guys for being insensitive, you must accept us for being complicated also, fair enough?

i Fall in Love Again,ouh god!

2010-03-24T21:59:00.006+08:00

cakap la ape korg nak ckp....aku mmg tak ley tgk muke laki nie
arghhhhhh!!! yeah, thx to anis,hak3
this guy is really sumthing, i dunno why
cant help to fall in love with him
every time i look at him, bongok angau cmneh kan
aku kutok2 peminat fanatik korea
aku pon same,lolz
tp aku laen, aku dari form 3 minat jerry yan!
just so you know jerry yan, i loveeeee youuuuuuuu
mmuah2 (haha,sewel)
neway, aku promot korg citer down with love
tp korg jgn over plak ngn laki aku eh!ngahahahahahaha
jerry yan cm lagi matang and ade sense of humor this time
cute!! damn cute la weyh
membebel dah aku,chaw!

new pages

2010-03-24T12:11:00.005+08:00

i think i better start reading....
fictions they are not
something more like a proper reading material
but not too heavy,something fun for a beginner
any suggestion anyone?

When Girl Starts To Learn Bout Guys

2010-03-19T22:25:00.006+08:00

hahaha, feels like writing a movie script when i create a post title like that,hoho

first, when you are a guy, and when you do not have the height
DO NOT worry!
you need not to consume growth hormones,etc
there are shoes outlets selling shoes that can increase your height up to 10cm!
believe it or not? believe it...its real man...
but when you are hanging out with me
i'll make sure u wont deceive me by using those trick fella,hahahaha

second, if you dont wanna get caught not doin friday prayer
ask your gf to accompany you to watch a movie at 1230pm
and makesure your gf is as moron as you are

back off!

2010-03-06T14:06:00.005+08:00

hell love it when ppl ignore me
do it ppl
just do it
idwk and idfc!
just dissapear!

ulang tahun kelahiran si kuwos kering~

2010-03-04T13:34:00.008+08:00

a very happy burpday to my skinny lil sis
fatin amirah bt mohammed hasrori!
tatau la bile ko nak bace neh
sweet 17 neway! ( sweet ke? tetttttt)
spm da ko weh dis yer, jgn memein
belaja la weh, aku tak pe tak belaja
aku genius! XD
tak kesah la ko nak jadik chekgu ke doc ke
yg penting, all the best!
-xoxo-

amek gmba ko yg x senonoh perasan cun neh

ThE FoRGoTTeN~

2010-03-01T18:56:00.005+08:00

sun's growing older
moon becomes dimmer
stars getting colder
i have to face that someday they'll dissapear
and i shall not wait
cause nothing last forever~

im wordless~~

2010-02-22T13:36:00.005+08:00

sick and tired. enuf said

the ugly truth bout me and you

2010-02-15T13:00:00.009+08:00

we are all pretenders, posers, or any better word that you think sounds good to describe you. In front of each others we smile, we laugh but the truth is.....well, u know yourself. deep in there, we will try to get rid of the person, or group of ppl whom we feel threatened. ppl dat u feel will outcompetes u, or makes u feel intimidated or inferior. Getting rid or to eradicate person we hate, varying from just hating them, talk behind their back, backlash, backstabbing, or in most brutal way is killing them. just cant see eye to eye with me? alright, just watch the reality of the not-so reality tv shows. they will vote out the person whom they felt the most competitive to them. see what i mean? if u r 'following' me, then u'll know what i mean.

just dont feel bad for yourself, u are great....that's why they hated you
nonetheless, i just dont like the whole idea of being a hater
that is sooo not me
wish someone able to change the ppl's minds

Quitting the course.

2010-02-12T19:23:00.017+08:00

wow! lastweek was really really really hectic! monday got presentation, wednesday got microb esaimen need to be submitted, friday got microb test...really2 makes my world turn upside down! plus week before that, we were head over heels preparing for our msian studies project. which is the drama, where on that very date everything turns really2 smooth, except my part,wahahaha! well, it was expected by everyone rite....and lastweek my feelings were like rollercoaster. ok enuf for that part. whatever it is,now im rite here in my not-so-popular but well known hometown, teluk intan :) the first thing my dad tell me when he first saw me was " apesal gemok sgt neh?" hahaha....and as usual loyar buruk yg diberikan sbgai jwpn. ok, this week....im not suppose to have any holiday mood. not at all! cause tuesday got biopharm test, wednesday submit foundation pharm esaimen, thursday submit pharmaco wet lab report...wah! just thinking bout it makes me feel singing " u spin my head right round, right round~~~" lolz. then my frens started saying " sape suroh amek pharmacy?" tak pon " pharmacy students got no life, booo~~" really feels like someone slapping me....nahhh, i never regret, i choose this and let me live my life orait? im sooo not gonna turn back, and im happy with this very decision :)

p/s : to my p109 peeps, let ppl say....we're soo not gonna lose ok!

gong xi, gong xi..!!

we'll-walk-anywhere-together-not-because-of-we're-racist gang

we-screwed-dat-nite partner

the dancers

not an ordinary love drama was a success! :)

i think im wearing red quite a lot these days~~
english dis time sux, sowie ek! ^^

i think he loves his bestfriend! opsss~

2010-02-06T19:21:00.008+08:00

kisah yg same
berlaku pada dua org lelaki yg berbeza...

u have a bestfriend
and ur bestie is a girl
however your bestie already have a bf
and the worst part is, when u look into her eyes
everyone can tell u like her more than just a friend
wish i could tell you
how pathetic that was sound

¡ʞɔıs

2010-02-01T15:06:00.007+08:00

i do not know should i smile or should i smirk
should i be happy or should i be mad
its my not so new semester
its a different year
i just do not want those thing remains attach to me 
just keep your guiltiness to yourself
it does not make myself any better
it never will

HePi BeLaTeD BuRpDaY Ku FaRHaNa..!!

2010-01-28T01:13:00.012+08:00

to the fren who owns the best smile
to the fren which i turn to when im in trouble
to the fren who are far apart from me
to her, whom i miss right here right now
yeah i know it's late....still wana wish ya a very
happy burpday!

god knows how long we've been knowing each other, really glad having u as part of my life. i mean it. for godsake, life is getting tougher....but we both know we can get through all of this, we need to! just so you know, love ya! :)

2006

2006

2007

2009

p/s : gmba agak burok, zmn dolu2 punye cer,lolz!

2010??

orientation week? naahhhh

2010-01-16T03:04:00.022+08:00

hahahaha....aku tau title kureng nak menarek, but im sure pas tgk gmba neh, korg mesti mcm teruja nak tgk entry aku kan? har3....tak yah ckp korg yg laki la...aku yg ppuan neh pon suke tgk gmbau neh,wee~~ hak3! XD is this what we called orientation?

finally it's over...but dont get me wrong...im part of the team who involve in conducting orientation this time,haha....each evenin hafta stay in imu, solat mgrib in imu....aiyaaa damn tiring~ balek2 bukak facebook,chisdale betol.....plus got class test nxtwik....30% maa....no kiddin man!

choosing to work as food commitee is not an option for certain of us minority malay, we hafta prepare halal foods u know....kalo bg kat depa....god knows what they'll serve for us,lol......the worst part was u hafta listen to many complaints...good for me, coz i dont really care of what ppl say,haha

but orientation in imu was kinda a total different experience for me...im not sure how orientation week will looks like in local u, yelah, dulu smap labu kot..what d'u expect? for sure la beza sgt2 kan...hahaha....but one word to describe orientation in here....INSANE..!! lol.

the best part was when juniors chasing after you for the sake of your signature,lol....mcm2 task pelik2......cth? pole dance la, lap dance la, task kt group first yg carik aku, aku suroh buat banana dance on stage depan2 whole class,hak3...!! then game dorg neh pelik2, pakai baju pelik2, exhausting games, aku plg tak boley lupe bile sorg laki neh pakai cm geisha, then ramai2 suroh dis guy took off his so-called kimono,lol....then finale night mlm nie td, ade la award for best male and female freshies kan....bley plak tibe2 ramai2 sorak kiss, kiss, kiss, kah3....hilarious! sporting jek dorg...then time perfomance duet neh, lagu umbrella......dtg sewel aku ngn anis bukak payung time dorg nynyi,hahaha......it was fun....korg cmane eh? same je ke?

special thx to mira, aleen, bee, anis, hazwan, and wanji tlg ktorg td, kalo x mmg mapuh aku ngn cipak,hik3....also to all the photographers,hehehehe

it's January 11th...!!

2010-01-11T23:01:00.005+08:00

ok....on this very date, on this very 111th post....wishing ma very self a happy 21st burpday...!!lol....sadis jek wish diri sendiri kan? thx Allah....up to this very 11.01pm everything felt so right, like nothing could go wrong....how i wish...each and everyday is like this,haha....kalo tiap2 ari cmneh da tak special la kan?hahaha.....everything's just sooo perfect...weird right?

hahaha....merepek dah aku neh....belom cerite adik aku call dr hostel, then die ngn kwn2 die nynyi lagu bday kat aku,hak3.....so sweet....yg adik last plak, kes dok kat asrama asyik x dpt turn tepon.....then ptg td die call and ckp die sdey and nangis sbb hampir2 x dpt call aku....kesian gile.....then time kelas, after a year knowing them, whole class sang bday song for me....i juz realize it was cool..!! slame neh tukang nynyi jek kat org kan?hahaha......then semlm aku g tgk AJL live with anis, hazwan and fairuz....thx to hazwan for those tix..!! :) AJL rocks...!! rase sgt puas hati eventhough wk2 btolak2 nak masok tuh(kate tiket free =.=) rase mcm nak masok kapal dlm cite 2012,lol cm sux gile....rmai nak mmpos org....mmg gile..!! but then i was so satisfied with all of the perfomances....seriously...!!

for all of those great things happened to me today.....i would like to remind masef of how short life is.....life is getting shorter indeed....jadi kawan2....aku nak mintak maaf kat korg yg sakit hati kat aku....uwaaa....mulut mmg kdg2 sesedap rase jek....dr skola g....sorry taw...then kalau ade ape2 hutang and whatever yg korg rase tak puas hati....just tell me....tak nak la ade ape2 beban kt akhirat nnti kan....dose ngn manusie neh susah la....kdg2 kite sedar tp ego....kdg2 tak sedar pon,huhu......so for whatever it is, do lemme know....i'll try my best to fix and mend things orait?

p/s: 7m6 geng(fairuz, cipak, anis, aleen, mirah, bee, hazwan and duwe)....thx korg mkn2 ngn aku td,hee....hadiah korg terbaek...!! tak dilupakan farah suraya juge....superman terbaek..!! hek3

many thx to ku, NJ,hazwan,mirah, bee,and aleen for their entries :) u guys world's greatest frenz...xoxo

taa~! 2009...xoxo 2010 :)

2009-12-31T00:15:00.012+08:00

compared to last year,2009 didnt gave me much impact on my life i would say....early this year, i got the title of a pharmacy student :) which i believe not many ppl know bout this....then god tests me with a heavenly feeling joy, nevertheless im ashamed to admit that i failed the test,
then god punished me with a deep cut pain...after a good whole night cry, i managed to assemble all the pieces puzzle of strength which i lose and i realize that i should forget the past and i gotta live my life. besides, 2009 offered me a whole new world....i joined theatre....then, first time i attended such event like david archie's showcase, shoutawards, and street shuffle competition,haha...thanx my dear frenz...without u guys....im x sure whether i can made thru all of dis or not....anyway...it was my first time ever celebrated new year outside....last night watching fireworks outside of time square building was an awesome yet unexepected experience actually,haha.....anyway, for whatever it is...thanks Allah...lets hope for the best this year..!!

Parfum and les vacances

2009-12-29T20:06:00.013+08:00

i have a great passion towards perfumes...seriously....u can ask my sisters, or my housemates....haha..even mlm2 nak tido tuh pon kalo rase nak pakai, aku pakai,hak3...kenape aku suke perfume..??

1. it makes u feels good. and looks good....cube imagine ko pakai semat2, cun2...sekali tuh bau hapak...aiseh...cacat siot

2. somehow, how great a faint fragrance brings a memory or an exact feeling of a long-lost moment in time crashing back to the forefront of our minds.

3. there are several things which make me attracted to the opposite sex which i rather not to tell....but one of it is the scent. i totally cant resist a smells-good dude! seriously,haha

4. that's it i guess....how about u?

p/s : anyway....cm plan a vacation to PD and melaka....sape2 tau tempat stay yg best...do lemme know orait? thanks so much :)

uTk.DiA.BeRnaMa.LeLaKi

2009-12-18T20:33:00.002+08:00

hari nie public transpot sux..!! mmg membencikan kalo dudok sblh laki. kalau dlm tren dok sblh ppuan aku dpt comfort 30cm gap, then bile ppuan tuh blah...pkcik laki misai dudok sblh aku, the gap became = 0cm.....naek bas pulak asek kene siku jek...ape mslh ko asek nak kene betolkan baju ke suar tah...nak tggu aku siku ko ke br nak phm?! korg bername lelaki neh tau nak occupy space as max as possible....nak jugak kangkang luas2....hengat korg dudok single seat ke?! naek public kot...agak2 r..then da tensi kene siku2 cmtuh....org front seat aku lowerkan seat die smpaikan jarak krusi depan ngn muke aku +- 20cm. great. apesal ko x flatkan tros seat ko tuh? bwk bantal selimut tros...sekian trime kaseh.